Even with my Dreams

I've dreamt of you twice, only for this week. I don't know if it's caused by my constant thoughts of you. Yes, I'm guilty as charged. I almost see you everyday. My day is literally not complete when I don't see you. Over-reacting I know but it has become my habit/daily routine to stare at you everytime you walk down your way to your seat. You're the cutest. As in. Both of my dreams with you state that we had connections. Thrilled with it, I almost cry whenever I wake up realizing that both were only just fantasies.

We were having a family dinner at a fancy restaurant when I saw you. My mom known your my mother for years. They were close friends.This was my first dream. The second one was better. I knew where you live. I saw you having lunch with your family. I knew your family business. Excitement was all over me. Of course, who would not be? I'll have a shot on you. Who knows what will happen? 

But both were just dreams and will only stay as both were unless I'll move. But how? Actually, I've been contemplating on this for a few days now. Some of my friends say that I should go for gold but others say that I must wait for the right time; that I should first know if he also, you know, likes guys. Haha! I settled for both. I'll wait for the right place and time. Maybe when I saw him at a mall, having coffee, alone. Maybe I'll have the strength and I'll give it a shot. I'm still thinking of a strategy when the opportunity comes. Wish me luck! :-)


Btw, here's a video of him I recorded while I'm sitting beside him weeks ago. Sorry for the pixelated frames due to my ancient phone. Lol. I don't know if it's prohibited or what. But if it is, I'll delete it asap. Haha. 

Bye guys! Keep safe! Godbless. Mwah. xoxo.