I'm Back! Am I?

And so i'm back after less than a year. OMG! It's so tagal na pala since my last post. Aaahhhh, actually, I don't have any plans of posting any thing yet kasi wala naman talaga akong maisip na ipost. Siguro I'm not born to be a writer talaga. Bitter?!?! LOL.

Well, there's so many many things happened to me after my last post. Here I am, already an alumnus of my minamahal na Pamantasan ng Lungsod ng Maynila. Hindi lahat ng kabatch ko ay pinalad na gumraduate on time because of the hardships we've gone through when we were at our dapat na last year. Naging super busy namin noong second half ng 2nd semester. As in super busy na lagi akong gising hnggng 5am to do major projects including thesis and me pasok kami ng 7am para umattend ng seminars. And after that, sa wakas, natapos ko din ang 14 consecutive years na pagaaral.

April 19 is the day. Our Graduation day. Super aga namin sa venue. Btw, sa PICC Clamshell ginanap ang graduation. Bilang pa lang sa daliri ang mga tao ng dumating kami. Hindi naging maganda,as far as I'm concerned, ang buong ceremony dahil halos lahat ng graduates ay mga tulog. Siyempre naman noh, ang aga aga kaya ng call time and alam naman natin na siyempre pagandahan ang mga girls ang papormahan naman ang mga boys. To cut the long story short, hindi naging memorable sakin ang graduation. There's nothing special during the ceremony. Anyway, let's go na sa aking current life, ang pagiging employed.

Bago pa matapos ang aking life as a student, nagaapply na kami ng 2 of my closest friends. Madalas kami sa Makati specifically Ayala. Andami naming inapplayan. But of course, most of them were IT company so we can apply naman our degree to whatever work we will have. Unfortunately, hindi kami sabay sabay na nagkawork. Si Sarah, sa isang sikat na IT company. Accenture is the name. To be frank, nainggit ako sa kanya. Not because of the name of her first employer but to the fact that she will not apply anymore. Even though her start date will be one month later after she had the call, of course, there was already an assurance if you know what I mean.

So after that, sabay pa din kaming nagaapply ni Joyce with our bagong kasama Ann, another close friend of mine. Swerteng halos sabay na nakacatch ng good company ang 2. Pero hindi din sila magkasama. So there I am, hinihintay ang tawag mula sa aking kaisa isang pag asa, ang Headstrong, which fortunately is my current employer. Yes, tama! tinanggap nila ako despite of everything. Chos!

As of now, isa na lamang sa aming magkakaibigan na gumraduate na ang wala pang trabaho. So far, lahat kami ay napunta sa mga reputable companies and earning well. That's all for now folks!

My stories here in our company will be my next post. Wahaha. Ingat and Godbless! :)

MOST EMBARASSING MOMENT PART II

Hay. After so many days, nakapagpost uli. ang oa kasi ng sked eh. overnight ngayon, maaga ang pasuk kinabukasan. Gawa ng thesis dito, Compiler naman ang next. Haykz... Nainspire akong mgsulat ngayonn dahil sa isa na namang pangyayaring nangyri sakin ngayong araw na alam kong hindi ko makakalimutan sa buong buhay ko. And ito ay tungkol na naman ke Covin.

Seminar kanina ng block 1 ng CS, and full force ang mga CS students sa pagattend dahil kelangan ata nilang mpuno ung auditorium. Nagulat ako ng malaman kong invited pala ang mga 4th year ECE studs. Kaya aun, naexcyt sa notion n pupunta sila Covin. At indi nga ako nagkamli ng hinala. Aun, at pglingon ko ay nakita ko siya. Then pumsok na kmi ng friends ko. After that, hinanap ko siya pero wala p rin, hindi ako mapakli kaya niyaya ko ung 1 kong friend n lumabas sandali ng audi para tignan kung pupunta ba talaga sila. Aun at nakasalubong ko siya sa pinto!!! Tumuloy pa rin kaming bumaba para hindi ganun kaobvious.

Pagbalik nmin, nagulat ako ng makita ko na ung nsa likod lang ng row namin ung inupuan nila. Sa sobrang gulat ko, sa ibang upuan muna ako umupo. Kinabahan ako bigla ng marinig kong tinatawag nila ung name ni Covin. Obviously, ako ung tinatawag nila. Kinabahan tlga ako ng sobra sobra. Ibig sabihin kase nun, alam  na nilang lahat na crush ko si Covin. And the mere fact na isang batalyon silang mga lalaki made me feel so small. Yung upuan xe na nilipatn ko is 1 row ahead lang dun s dapat na uupuan ko. Nagulat ako ng mkita ko silang lumilipat dun sa row sa likod ko kung san nandun ung mga friends ko. The shittiest thing is dun pa siya umupo s likod ko. Kundi b nmn sila mga walanghiya. Balak talaga nila akong gaguhin. Shitness tlga. Aun nga, ngkatotoo ung hinala ko. Tawag pa din sila ng tawag. And worst, tinatawag nila ako sa pinagsama naming name. Where the heck nila nakuha ung name na un? Indi ko nmn ginagamit un s iba; sa plurk ko lang pero wala naman akong friend sa plurk na friend ni Covin. Dedma na lang pero naiiyak na ko s sobrang hiya. Imagine that, niloloko k ng maraming tao including your crush sa harap ng mga friends mo. Duh!

Aun, thank God at ngsimula na yung seminar. Tumahimik na ng konti. Pero alam ko na patuloy pa din yung kagaguhan na nagaganap sa likuran ko. Kaya natulog na lang ako sa sobrang lungkot. Hay. Aun, in God's grace, naisipan ng mga friends ko na umlis na sa hell na lugar na un. Aun. Madami pang nangyari pero indi ko n ikukuwento. LOL.

Mula nung time na nrinig kong tawagin nila ako s pinagsama naming name, inisip ko na kung anu anung panunumbat ang sasabhin ko sa friend ni Covin na minsan kong nakakachat. Malamang kase eh xa ang me pakana ng lahat ng mga kagaguhan na ginawa nila skin. Kaya pagka ol na pagka ol ko, piniem ko agad xa. Aun at ngsori nmn xa. akala nia daw eh close na kami kaya ganun na lang siya makapanggagu. Hay. Ok na ko ngayon. Hindi na naiiyak tulad ng nararamdaman ko knina. Hay. Sana lang ay indi na maulit ang nakakahiya naman talagang bagay na un. Un lng poh. Nglabas lamang ng sama ng loob.

Yngatz guyz and Godbless...=)

WALA LANG

Waaahhh... Antagal kong walang post... At ang dahilan niyan ay ang sobrang pgkabusy ko sa studies. Overnyt ngayon, tapos bukas, tapus review dito, review doon. Hindi ko na alam ang gagawin. Sana lang worth naman itong mga pinagpapaguran namin pag gumraduate na kami (kung sakaling susuwerthin this April).

Aun, like i said earlier, super busy naming lahat dahil malapit na ang mga kinatatakutang defenses sa iba't ibang subjects, especially thesis. Haykz. Mabuti na lang at magaling dumiskarte ung partner ko sa thesis at medyo nakagawa na kmi ng konti sa thesis namin. indi katulad ng iba kong friends na usad pagong sa thesis nila dahil sa sobrang hirap nung sa kanila. Haykz.

Wala na kong maisip na maisulat. Dahil hindi naman interesting ang mga nangyari sakin these past few days. At dahil diyan isheshare ko na lang  xeniu ang 2 tulang ginawa ko nung high school out of the blue. Yung isa is about friendship and the other one is about love. Sana'y mgustuhn niu.

Salamat

Salamat sa iyo kaibigan

Sa kasayahang walang hangggan

Na ating pinagsamahan

Na hinding-hindi ko malilimutan

Salamat sa mga payo

Sa mga problema’t paglutas nito

Siguradong di makaliligtaaan kayo

Ng sumulat ng tulang ito

Salamat sa pagpapakopya sa akin

Dahil sa talino mong angkin

Joke Joke Joke ang nasa isipin

Nang ikalawang linya ang sulatin

Salamat sa ginawang pagtulong

Na kahit sa isang bulong

Nagiging isang ugong

At proteksiyon na parang bubong

Salamat sa inyong pag-away

Sa taong talagang pasaway

Dahil ito’y naging isang gabay

Sa pang araw-araw na buhay

Salamat sa pagbuhay

Sa mundo kong parang patay

At pagbibigay kulay

Sa walang buhay na bahay

Ganyan ba ang buhay talaga

Kailangang magkahiwa-hiwalay pa

Na parang walis-tingting na sira

Na wala nang silbi pa sa lupa

Maraming salamat, maraming salamat

Sa ligayang di masukat-sukat

Maraming salamat, maraming salamat

Tandaan, Diyos lamang ang marapat

Kasalanan ba?

Kasalanan bang magmahal

At maghintay ng matagal

Sa taong iyong minamahal

Na sanhi ng pagiging hangal

Kasalanan bang maging tanga

Sa taong iyong minumutya

At tunay na dinadakila

Sa puso ay idinadambana

Kasalanan bang maging bulag

Sa isang tao ay malaglag

Ang puso na isang ilag

Sa isang mundong lagalag

Kasalanan ba ang mangarap

Na ang minamahal ay kaharap

At lumilipad sa alapaap

At tanging dama ay isang yakap

Kasalanan ba ang mangako

Na itatabi ka dito sa aking puso

At mamahalin ng todo’t totoo

Na parang hangin sa mundo

Kasalanan ba ang lumayo

Kung talagang tayo ay malabo

Ang ating nakikitang patutungo

Sa hinaharap na pangako

Kahit masakit ay tatanggapin ko

Na imposible talaga tayo

Kahit na parang ipinapako

Ang aking nagdurugong puso

Kahi malayo, sana’y tandaan

Na kahit tayo ay hindi laan

Na alaala’y mamahalin at iingatan

Ako’y nangangako, magpakailanpaman

Un lng poh... Yngatz and Godbless...

Ang Metal na Tigre

Kung meron kayang nageexist n ganito, kita pa rin kaya yung stripes niya? Wala lng, just wodering.

Anyways, I spent the New Year here in our house with just my family and a few relatives. Hindi ko masabing masaya ang naging pagsalubong ko sa bagong taon because of the fact na hindi maganda ang relasyon ko sa mga kafamily members ko. Actually, nsa loob lng ako ng bahay at ngeefb ng dumting ang bagong year. Hindi ko man lang siya nabati and nykp tulad ng dati kong kingawian. Aun, maingy ang iba habang ako ay nasa isang sulok at tumitipa sa keyboard ng mga urls n madalas kong binibista.

Sa sobrng pagkabusy ko sa fb, indi ko napansin na 2am na pala at wala ng putukan at ang ingay ng mga tao. Ang tangi na lang natirang tunog ay ang mga yabag ng mga kasambahay ko na pupunta na sa kanilng mga kwarto. Aun at naiwan na naman akong magisa. Magisa kong hinarap ang unang 4 n oras ng taong Bente Diyes(2010). Indi ko alam sa sarili ko pero ang oa ko mg plurk nung mga time na un. Kung kelan ang lahat ng mga plurkers ay abala s pagpapaputok, aun ako at sawang sawang ishinare sa mga friends ko ang mga walang kwentang plurks ko. Ewan ko ba at sinipag akong magtype ng kung anu anu kahit na it's obvious na awla namang magrerespond sa mga pinagsasasabi ko. Aun at natapus ang pagharap ko sa computer. 4am.

Pagkagisng ko ay kalahati na ng unang araw ng taon ang nalagpasan ko. Lampas p nga. Lagi na lang akong nagigising nowadays ng between 2-4pm. Imagine that. Ngayon ko lang un nagawa in my entire life. At naiiniz ako sa sarili ko because of that. Kinakabahan tuloi ako na baka pagdating ng pasukan ay ugali ko pa din ang gumising ng ganun katanghali. Patay ako pag nagkataon.

Hindi ko pa din pala nasisimuln ung thesis namin dahil cmple lang ang sagot. Hindi ko alam kung pano sisimuln. Dahil kung alam ko lng kung pano, matagal ko ng sinimulan un. Natatakot na nga ako dahil 1 mo. na lng at defense na namin. Nakakapressure pa ung partner ko. Hindi ko lam kung bakit pero napepressure talaga ako sa kanya haha. Sana ay masimulan ko na ang thesis namin at matapus eventually. Haykz.

That's all for the first day of the decade.

Syanga pala, totoo bang simula na ngayon ng bagong dekada? Hindi ba sa 2011 pah? pakiexplain naman. hehe. Xe iniicp ko, ang bilang is from 1-10 kya sakop pa rin ang 2010 ng 211^th (tma bah? basta kung saan kasali ung 2009. haha) decade.

Aun lng poh. Yngatz and Godbless us all this year at s mga taon pang darating...=)

Continuation ng BGO 2h!!!

Nga pala, nagdala ung friend kong si D ng dessert. It's like salad na ang tanging laman ay pineapple. Indi ako tumikim nung una dahil sa kabusugan sa Loaded. Aun, after ng ilang hours, tinray ko n siya khit I'm half full pa, aun, ngustuhna ko xa ng sobra na hlos kalahati ata nung container ung naubos ko. LOL.

Aun, after eating alot, napagpasayhan na naming umalis. Bago umuwi ng bahay, sinamahan nmin ni J si E para pasikipan ung watch na nakuha nia from D. Aun, ok naman. Uwian na pagkatapus. Pagkauwi ng bahay, tulog ako and gcng after some hours. Then umaatikabong basahan ng blogs and research tungkol sa language na gagamitn ko sa thesis namin.

Kinabukasan, nalaman ko na me consultation kmi sa DBMS. Imagine, nasa gitna kami ng bakasyon pero me consultation pang nagaganap. And ang location, sa Makati. Actually, kapag hindi kami nakapagpconsult eh bka indi n naman kmi makapagdefense sa January 9. Yes, First Sat of the new year eh excruciating defense na naman kmi and alam ko n tuloi tuloi na yan hanggang Feb. Huhuhu.

Aun, ok naman ang consultation. Nung una eh dun kmi sa building na pinagtatrabahuhan nung prof ko. Eh since pasara na ung canteen nila eh lumipat kmi sa isang soxal na fastfood chain. Sa Jollibee. LOL. Aun, nakakatawa xe habang nagpapaconsult yung iba kong grupmates, nasa ibang table ako at nkikipagkwentuhn sa mga friends ko na indi ko kagroup. What can i do? Wala naman akong alam dun s pinapaconsult. Sa ibang subject xe ako natokang gumawa ng main project namin. So aun, natapus ung pagpapaconsult ng grup namin ng ala akong alam s napagusapan nila. HAHA. Uwian na after that.


The next day, I am shocked because me another consultation na naman kmi that evening. Imagine the pesos I'm wasting. I can say na I'm just wasting it xe like i said earlier wala naman akong nasasabi at sinasabi during the consultation. Dapat, kung sinu lang ung involve dun s project na un, dapat sila lang ung nandun(ryt, pero medyo wrong din LOL).

Aun ok naman uli. Kaso antgl naming nagantay bago dumting ung prof namin. Cguro mga 1 1/2 hrs kaming nagantay. Siguro me tinapus pa ung prof namin sa office. Buti na lang at nayaya ko ung friends ko n magpaconsult din sila. Dahil kung hindi, malamang naspoiled na ung saliva ko kakahintay ng walang makausap.

Anung petsa na nga kmi ntpus eh. 10:00 pm na kaya wala ng LRT at ngjip na lng kami. Ok naman kaso Kapagod. Un lng. Yngatz Godbless.=)

BAGO 2H!!

Sinadya ko talaga na English ung unang 13 posts ko before I switch to Filipino. Joke, palusot ko lang un. Actually, hindi ko lam kung bakit gusto kong mgsulat na Filipino naman ang gamit na language nowadays. Inisip ko kung nanonosebleed na ba ko or something pero it didn't fit sa tanung ko. Pramis.

Anyways, uumpisahan ko na ang kwento sa Christmas Party naming mga friends ko. Nung December 27 pa to. Sa bhy ng 1 kong friend s Malabon naganap. Indi ko lam kong party ba na matatawag un dahil ngkwen2hn, nanuod ng movie, kumain at ngexchange gifts lng kmi. pero dahil ala akong maisip, party na lang ang itatawag ko. haha. Matagal na kaming nagbunutan at sa totoo lang, marami na ang nkaalam kung sinu ang nabunot ng bwat 1. Me iba nga na alam na kung cnu ang nakabunot sa knila eh. Nakakatawa. Actually, nalaman ko nung mismong party na 3 na lang kaming hindi nakakaalam kung sinu ang nakabunot smin.

The day before that, bumili ako ng pangexhange gift. Since narinig ko (indi ko lam kung pnrinig tlga nia.LOL.) sa nbunot ko na wallet ang gusto niyang makuha, bumili ako ng wallet sa penshoppe. Swerte naman na mas mahilig sa panlalaki ung friend ko n girl na nabunot ko kase puro panlalaki lang ung nandun. Ung mga pnggurl, maxado ng mlau sa pinagusapan naming price (150). Maliit lng xe siyempre students pa lang kmi. haha.

After naming manuod ng DVD ng ZombieLand, nagbigayan na ng regalo.

Here's the list ng mga natanggap nmin:
1.From Me to J-Wallet
2. From J to L- Flash Drive
3. From Y to A-Slippers
4. From A to S- Blouse
5. From S to D- Formal Dress
6. From D to E- Watch
7. From E to Me- Throw Pillow (Marvin the Martian) and a Tee

Yan. Naawa ako s sarili ko after naming buksan ung kanya kanya naming regalo. Hindi dahil sa natanggap ko, actually gustong gusto ko nga ung natanggap ko eh (marvin the martian kase), kundi dahil sa akin na ata ung pinakamura dun sa mga gifts. Sa totoo lng, lagpas na ng P80 ung price nung gift ko sa napagksunduan naming presyo. Pero ung iba, halos doble and triple pa ung sa knila. Reason nila, pang graduation n rin daw. Nahiya tuloi ako dun sa nbunot ko. Yung gift niya xe halos doble nung price nung gift ko and hlos triple nung dapat na price.

Sana lang hindi niya to malaman. haha. Pero nung makita naman niya ung wallet, natuwa naman xa kahit papanu. haha.

Nga pala meron kaming gift s isa't isa na khit anung mumurahin lng. Khit tig 10 lang. Aun, dahil 2 na ung magbibigay ng keychain, at ala na kong makitang iba, bumili ako ng laruan na blocks worth 20 pesos. haha. aun, hindi ko lam kung natuwa ba talaga sila dun sa binigay ko or they're just being a good friend to me when they smile nung nkita na nila ung laman. haha.

Grabeehh ang kabusugan ko dahil s KFC Loaded and s pizza na binili namin. Aun, so far, super saya naman.hehe...

Dahil inaantok na ko, me continuation na lng to. hehe. Yngatz Godbless.

It's the Lord's Day

Well, it's Christmas Day. The day we've always been waiting for, especially the young ones.

I woke up very late beacuse i slept almost 4am. Because of that, i was not able to attend the mornign mass at out parish. So I decided not to take a bath taht early to have a fresh look when I'm about to attend the late afternoon mass.

The afternoon became so busy because we have to entertain some guests that are almost our relatives and family friends. And the fact that we have two cute babies here in the living room made the entertaining blah blah blah so difficult. One of the reasons was that there was no enough space to accomodate the guests because the two cute little babies occupy the sets in the living area. Another is, whenever the my sisters will entertain their guests, their respective baby will vye their attention so the chitchatting will be cut off. But I can't think that the two things stated above will prove that the babies became an obstacle on the occassion because I'm sure that the babies were angels brought to us by heaven. =) (I love you, baby Ella and Kyle...=))

Anyways, the time run so fast and we attended the 5:30 pm mass at our parish. The preach is all about, of course, the Christmas Day. It was about the true date of the Christmas Day. Well, I'm still in whirlwind after hearing some things left me in disbelief.

When we got home, I fell asleep without knowing the reason y.LOL. I woke up exactly 10 pm and start working on the system which i have a "deadline" on January 4. Until this very moment, i'm still working on that and i just stop for a moment to write this.

That's all folks. May the Lord's Day became a very prolific day to all of you. Once again, a Joyful Christmas to all of u and may the coming year be a fruitful one to ol of us. Yngatz and Godbless us all. =)

It's May Dey (December 17, 2009 10:52pm )

Well, I just turned 19 a while ago. It’s my day and nothing and no one can ever take that away from me. LOL! Many things happened to me this day and I will share it to one by one.

First, me and my mother went to church to attend “simbang-gabi” mass. I didn’t attend the mass yesterday. And I’m just attending the mass for the day of my birthday. I really love the sermon of our parish priest. Actually I adore the way the masses were done in our parish. I think all the people who are attending the mass of our parish are two thumbs up to what I have said earlier.

After the mass was ended, we walked down the streets to do our yearly routine making a round in our place. After that, we went home. I didn’t just sleep after that. I logged on to my accounts and I continued working on our compiler. I went to sleep after that. I think that’s 6:30 am. I woke up before 12 noon and prepared some stuffs because I’ll meet my bestfriend and her boyfriend later.

Before meeting my bf and her bf (hehe), I went to school to do something. Actually, I don’t know to myself but there’s something inside me saying you should go to school. So I went to school without any purpose. I met some of my friends in the school but I don’t have the luxury of time to make fun with them because my bestfriend was waiting for me that time. After that, I went to our meeting place and we headed to my best friend’s haven. We ate our early dinner and had bibingkas after that.

Because of the fact that it’s only my second time to meet her bf, of course, we’re not that close pah. So I whispered to my bf that I will be the first one to go home so I and her bf will not have an awkward moment in the jeepneys since we have the same route to ride on. So I beheaded home and fell asleep. LOL.

That’s all. Wait, before I end this entry, I would like to thank all the people who greeted and shared this special day with me. First is my bestfriend Maricris and her bf Genesis, next are my friends, GeeCee and 7Keinin, after that are my classmates especially Tampopo leaded by Al, all my past classmates, my friends who are always in my heart even if we don’t have communication, my family and finally, Covin, Arvin and Ms. Che**** (Covin’s gf) who made my birthday more special than ever. Ate Che, I really appreciated what you’ve than and I’m hoping it’s true that Covin also greeted me (hehe).

            Papa Jesus, Thank you and Sorry for everything and I love you so much. =). May my next birthdays will be just like this one or even more fruitful than this year’s. Yngatz and Godbless.

One Down, One Downfall

Saturday was our defense day on Compiler Design. As usual, the day before that was an exhausting day because we have to prepare for the visuals we will have to use the next day. We had our overnight at my group mate’s house. Since I’m assigned on the program of the lexical analyzing part of our programming language, I excused myself from doing the visuals even if I didn’t wait for my groupmates reply for my lame excuse (LOL). Because of the fact that some of the visuals were already done that time, we became relaxed unlike the past defenses on that subject that we usually cram because the visuals were time consuming and we usually do it by mid-week of the upcoming defense dissimilar to the last defense where even though there were many visuals to do, it was more of writing rather than cutting out shapes and attaching it to some giant plastic covers or cartolinas (joined together).

Since the call-time of the defense was 8:00 am meaning 7:30 to our prof’s watch (amazing!!!,LOL), we started taking a bath at exactly, 4:30 am. At that time, I didn’t have any idea that my lecturer on Automata and Language Theory, Mr. Ceasar M, was just at the living room. After taking the last footstep on the bathroom, my groupmates just said to me that my loving prof just passed by and just leave. At first, I didn’t believe what they have said but after seeing the cake he brought for us, that’s the time I’m already convinced that my caring prof just came by. Gosh!!! I just lost an opportunity to see him.

My prof will be leaving for Australia that day. And he will come back a year after. I will miss him so much because he had been not just a good lecturer to us but also a great friend. While debugging my program, I wrote a letter for him saying how much I appreciated his great effort to give us what he thinks we should learn. I also hope him great happiness in life that I know he hopes too for himself. Truly, I will miss his smile, his stories that I truly eared, the friendly consultations we had and of course, all the overnights we had with him.

Emoting aside, after eating the cake he brought for us, we already led to the school. The defense started after some minutes waiting. The main rule of the defense was if any error/s was/were found on the program, the defense proper will not proceed and the group will have a grade of zero for that defense. So after my professor/panelist tried some inputs on our program, some errors were found. To my surprise, the defense proceeded and ended very well. I’m so happy that my notion about the outcome of the defense didn’t come true. Because I thought that I will flunk the group. Well, I’m wrong and I’m happy about it.

Anyway, some more defenses were coming and I’m hoping that the same results will come into our group. Yngatz, Godbless!

It's The Beginning... Again !?!?

I can say that this semester is the second part of the excruciating 7th semester. The first week of the sem became our imaginary planner for the semester because of long list of schedules for the approaching months. First in the list are the ever-living reporting every week. I hate reporting, actually. It feels like you’re on the spotlight and everyone is studying your every moves and spiels. You’re like a specimen who is being premeditated by more than 25 scientists (LOL). And the fact that you have to speak in England’s language added the agony of the reporter. And I hate it because I’m not into speaking English. I can’t explain something thoroughly using that lingo. And another one is never came a time that I didn’t buckle during reporting. Being the center of attention for a while is not one my dreams.

Anyway, aside from reporting, we have these seminars that we have to attend and conduct. I’m not into organizing blah blah blah. I’d rather collect money and manage it throughout the project than creating back drafts, invitations, hand outs, etc. I’m not an artistic person but I appreciate arts. I like choosing what is more beautiful than doing that beautiful thing (ANGGULO,LOL).

Next in the list are the defenses were going to take. First is in Compiler Design. I’m the one who is charge of the program (Lexical Analyzer) we have to defend during the defense. I’m working on it for almost a month already and unfortunately, I’m not yet finished with it. It is because, when I thought that it is already done, I will find some bug from the program, and I will fix it for a couple of hours. That thing happened to me several times until now. Actually, it already became a routine to me (LOL). Second in our defenses is in Database Management System (DBMS). Being busy with the lexical analyzer I’ve been working on, I can’t find a time (ows!?) to help my groupmates to do some of the documents involved in the forthcoming defense. I’m really focused on the program so I can assure that I know nothing during the defense in DBMS. Haha. The last (hoping) in the list of our defenses in this year only is in Networking Administration where we have to find a company which do not have any network connections. And after that, we have to create that connection properly so we can pass the defense.

Right now, the fantasy planner has six, including our report in DBMS, activities we have to finish and unluckily, I’m not yet able to accomplish any of these because of the time strain during these days. This week is our College Week and some classes are suspended because of the activities. Our report in DBMS is cancelled. It is supposed to be last Tuesday. Still I’m happy for the postponement of our report because truthfully, I can say to myself that I’m not yet ready to face the spotlight again.

Tomorrow, we will work on the coming seminar we will conduct in Timoteo Paez Integrated School. And hopefully, we can furnish the plans for the seminar; I can fully finish the program and our visual aids in the Compiler Design defense this Saturday tomorrow. For me to do that, I really need your prayers (LOL). That’s all. Yngatz and Godbless.