the RaDaR

To give you a hint, ang post na ito ay tungkol sa aking kalandian dito sa company. Hahaha. Actually, hindi siya kalandian kase hindi naman ako malandi. Well, I'm haliparot in my own way but I'm not the kind that make lapit to guys. I have finesse, you know. Echos! But kidding aside, hindi talaga ako marunong lumandi as in landi talaga. I have the kilig factor when gwapo guys are in sight but I don't really have the capability to do "something" just to start a conversation. I don't have the guts to do that. Anyway, enough of the arte thing, I'll proceed na with him.

Maybe u're wondering wtf ang kinalaman ng title ko sa sinasabi kong guy dito sa Headstrong. Well, pansinin nio kung anong kakaiba diyan sa title na yan. O dibah nakita niyo na ung ibang letters ay capitalized? (napansin niyo nga ba? lol). To end the walang kwentang puzzle na yan, I'll make amin na sa kaartehang yan. lol. Ung mga capitalized letters dyan represent his initials. RDR ang initials nung crushie ko. Wala talagang kinalaman ang radar. Wahahaha

As far as I remember, I saw him many times na before I realized his cuteness. Haha. And ito ay nuong Townhall event wherein all employees of the company will gather to a specific area and some high profiled member of the board will discuss some things about the company like the history of the company, the revenues it earned every year, etc.

Prior to the event, we have to register before we can enter to the venue. Btw, the registration thing is needed because it will be the basis kung sino sino ang kasali sa raffle. So aun, I'm standing on a place where kita yung mga tao na papasok pa lang s room. And aun, nakita ko siya.My goodness! hahaha. Noon ko lang naappreciate ung cuteness nia. hahaha. As in, super cute pala niya.

Aun, simula noon, naging crush ko na siya. At swerte naman na nalipat ako sa floor kung saan nandun ang project na kinabibilangan niya. Aun, halos araw araw ko siyang nakikita. And it feels like heaven. Chos! Nagkaron pa ng time na naging magkatabi ang cubicles namin. And because of that, isang simpleng tayo lang at natatanaw ko agad siya. Hay, Father God really does a thing na makakapagpasaya sayo kahit papano. And I really thank Him for that.

Sa ngayon, nalipat uli ako ng floor kasi nga wala akong project. Wala akong kwenta. Isa lang akong dakilang utusan. Wahaha. I'm seeing him minsan. Sa lobby ng building, sa elevator, sa food shops. Pero I don't have any plans na makipagclose sa kanya kasi I don't have the guts to do that. Even though I really know na all I want is friendship, ayokong isugal ung kahihiyan ko if sakaling ituturn down nia ung friendship na inooffer ko. Lalo na at nabasa ko sa profile niya sa fb that he hates gays. Sapat na sa akin na nakikita ko siya. Napagmamasdan. Pinagnanasaan. Echos. Hindi ako ganon (minsan lang. LOL).

Seriously, tama na sakin yung nandyan lang siya. Hindi umaalis. At least, I'm rest assured na makikita ko pa siya. Kung sakali naman kasi na maging friends nga kami, naniniwala ako na magkakatotoo yung sinasabi ng best friend ko na I'll hunger for more. Siyempre nga naman, naging friends kame, iisipin kong samantalahin ung kahinaan este kabaitan niya. Do you agree on that? That's all!

PS Hindi ako makapaglagay ng pic niya dito kasi baka may maligaw na employee dito(assuming?.lol) and makilala pa niya kung sinu si crushie. It's so nakakahiya kaya, you know. Lol. Balita ko nga pala, he has a gf now. Congratulations to him. May the both of you be happy with each other. Another one is, If have read my previos posts, u'll know who Covin is. I just want to clarify na si crushie ay isa lamang crush. Hindi pa niya nalalagpasan ang lalim ng hukay na ginawa ni Covin sa puso ko. It's so lalim xe na it will take years na crush ko si crushie para mapantayan si Covin. Puta, ang corny. LOL. Un lang, I just want to share. Yngats guys, Godbless.